if I can I will

If I could I would
if I can I will
if you say
I’ll do;

I’m holding back
but not for long
the pull for me
is far too strong
my yearning yearns
desirous greed
to feed a need
that constant burns,
I know that I’ll
surrender sure
I’ve done it many
times before,
I’d like to be
as pure as snow
but my resolve
dissolves in me,
there is no ‘no’
no stepping back
no urge to stop
deny the fact that,

If I could I would
if I can I will
if you say
I’ll do;

Drawn to darkness
shadows kiss
a strangers touch
is more than bliss,
to peel me from
my tidy clothes
to be exposed
what will be done,
take me too your
inner space
put yourself
inside my lace,
I feel the knots
loosened fall
against the wall
it can’t be stopped,
I love the feel
the taste the scent
for this I know
I’m meant,

If I could I would
if I can I will
if you say
I’ll do;

All thoughts and cares
of innocence
are left behind
my thin defence,
my breath reveals
my breast will rise
my open thighs
for all to feel,
to pull me under
stretch me out
whisper words
that pin me down,
another then another
flows inside me
I can’t help but
but to invite it,

If I could I would
if I can I will
if you say
I’ll do,
I’ll do,
I’ll do.

© 201 Emmaleela