quicken

there is a moment…. a certain moment, it can last as long as a lifetime or barely a single gasp (of breath)….. it’s intensity intense however long it overwhelms, drowns, ecstatically embraces, grips determined, won’t let go, hooks in deep and into every single muscle, sinew, limb, beat of the heart…..

there is this moment….. anticipation, all expectations burned to ash in a tide exhilaration, true commitment and past the point beyond return where nothing matters now just here… now… here… now…… when all there is, this moment……. the world dissolves and all else ceases to exist except the rush, a thrashing need, desire, a heat, a wilderness unleashed and sacrificed on this pyre, open, exposed, revealing, so revealing, releasing untamed demons, emotions strained to breaking point… point of no return?…… no return……. no backing out…….

there is this moment when two become, although brief, one…….. in that moment…….. held over an edge, a height from which to….. fall……. might fall, will fall, will fall and just keep falling always and for better or for worse…… open, wide open, laying here feeling, feeling you all the way, all the way inside growing deeper, screaming, screaming, screaming, primal screaming from another place stifled, an ecstasy relentless all the way inside I feel you quicken, all the way…… quicken…..quicken…. over and over overcome when all the clothes and all the walls and all the air lay strewn, rejected, nothing more than discarded shreds of modesty…. quicken..…. you quicken….. we quicken……..

there is this moment…… fevered fingers plead and knead, claw for it to stop but not….  not until…. quicken…… quicken…. hearts race to some chaos kind of resolution if they don’t explode before…….. back and forth again and again and again losing hold to anything, everything, this moment cracks, arching backs back as far as they can arch, in sweat, release, unrestrained, sweet surrenders, inside so deep inside in this moment, a madness flows untamed, over and over quicken, cause and effect, letting go, letting go, letting go and overcome…. in this moment all undone.

quicken

© 2018 Emmaleela

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